Wednesday, December 23, 2009
♥ Christmas eve
its xmas eve today! but its rainin cats and dogs outside... no plans for this evening. not gonna go anywhere but cooped in my comfort zone - me & baby's hse... a place where i noe i dun not have to rush... a place where i can get a little rest a place where i feel warmed n safe...
2 more days to go and i'll be in KL... i still have no idea where to get over there... but i will see how it goes... most imptly we get to enjoy ourselves...
back to reality, ive to do all those damn stupid filing when i come back to work next year. its like wtf can? i was just giving a helping hand yet i got to clear their shit!!!!!! nobody's fighting for my rights. rights for being receptionist (fyi my job scope is definitely more heavy than a basic duties of a receptionist) yet my pay's like... no increments just basic benefits like reimbursement for MC? =.=
i take MC also kena say, take leave oso kena say. if my role's so impt why am i gettin so low? i've to be at beck's call anytime anywhere. anythin urgent, i must be the one to clear. even not from my dept. its like other's busy n im not? im oso busy wat... witt all those schedule and coordination with opns mgrs... still got so many bloody incoming calls that will nv stop ringing (even b4 or aft wrk!) watever... its still my job... i got nothin to do or say... i just wan recognition in terms of titles or monetary but im gettin none except for some verbal compliments? =.=
i dun wish to spoil my day with such a post but i cant help shouting all out cuz ive nobody to turn to. telling baby = quit this job n find another. telling my parents = they'll say im finding excuses to change job. telling my friends = they already have alot of their personal stuff to worry bout. so tell me wat to do? the ppl here are nice but the culture is CMI. fullstop.
2 more days to go and i'll be in KL... i still have no idea where to get over there... but i will see how it goes... most imptly we get to enjoy ourselves...
back to reality, ive to do all those damn stupid filing when i come back to work next year. its like wtf can? i was just giving a helping hand yet i got to clear their shit!!!!!! nobody's fighting for my rights. rights for being receptionist (fyi my job scope is definitely more heavy than a basic duties of a receptionist) yet my pay's like... no increments just basic benefits like reimbursement for MC? =.=
i take MC also kena say, take leave oso kena say. if my role's so impt why am i gettin so low? i've to be at beck's call anytime anywhere. anythin urgent, i must be the one to clear. even not from my dept. its like other's busy n im not? im oso busy wat... witt all those schedule and coordination with opns mgrs... still got so many bloody incoming calls that will nv stop ringing (even b4 or aft wrk!) watever... its still my job... i got nothin to do or say... i just wan recognition in terms of titles or monetary but im gettin none except for some verbal compliments? =.=
i dun wish to spoil my day with such a post but i cant help shouting all out cuz ive nobody to turn to. telling baby = quit this job n find another. telling my parents = they'll say im finding excuses to change job. telling my friends = they already have alot of their personal stuff to worry bout. so tell me wat to do? the ppl here are nice but the culture is CMI. fullstop.
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